I am going to be giving too many personal details about my life and in the past I would have thought “I hope no one who is too close to me reads this or no one who is directly involved in these situations reads this”, but I’m practicing some new things in my life to deal with my anxiety and transparency is one of them, so let’s be transparent.
I was trying to come up with some topic to write for the blog and I wanted something honest, something intimate that maybe not many people knew. I wanted to share that something, but I could only think about one thing. I don’t know why, but at the time I was just reminiscing about life, something I do very often, more often than I should. So I went on thinking about that which led to me remember that on my 23 birthday… I don’t think it was my birthday, but I was 23 at the time. I came across this page www.futureme.org where you can write an email to yourself and you decide when you want to get it, so I decided I wanted to get it on my 25th birthday. I realized that I had written this email to myself almost two years ago (it will be exactly two years in October, 2015) and pretty much nothing has changed since then.
